It has been around 2 years me writing a blog.Many changes,new people in my life,change in my lifestyle like these things made me away from expressing my ideas.But today,some pain inside of me made me again to write this blog.I don't know by the time you finish this blog these things are going to happen 1.you will be hating me like hell 2.you will be lost in deep thinking 3.should I read this entire blog why cant I call aneesh and know the gist of it (sahul mama this is you hahaha :D) 4.you will respect my ideas
Love,it's the only thing which keeps us still alive.Even crores can't give you the satisfaction in true love.But when we ask anyone what really is true love,we finally end up in many answers for which it's difficult to select one.
This blog is entirely dedicated to my friends and their personal life or love or bulllshit or whatever !
"It happens in no time,occurs at any moment" this is the definition they give about love.Yes I am totally falling in love with her/him.It just shows that how dumb you're in falling in love,we always need to rise in love but not fall :-P,pretty awful joke though.I am mainly remarking upon the present society which thinks the feelings they get on some person is love.Do they really have feelings or else they are acting or consoling them that they have feelings on their partner ? confused confused confused.Chaos is the basic foundation to get f*cked in a relation.Som people who had faced a failure in love they write their own ballads,they say love is crap,i hate guys/girls,when they are saying it,it's actually they are not cursing or wining ,they are complaining about their hidden love or pain on their ex,they are complaining about the heart break they had faced.Just a little heart break is enough for them to behave like saints and advising people not to fall in love or to keep on saying slogans that they hate love.That's totally fucked up.When you're saying all these things its nothing but you're accepting your defeat in love,I really don't understand how come you can love a person who has ditched or broken you into chaotic life.Personal emotions are the only bombs in this human world,which can even destroy cold hearted persons.That pain is really unbearable,no one can really understand the inside pain and inside pain appears just like a pin prick to the outside world,but only the person whose bearing it can understand the real torture.
Love songs,Love quotes and many things like these we see alot around these days.For people who are lucky in love,they keep on sayin love is really charismatic,but for the failures,it's enigmatic.So,how come Love produce two kinds of people if it has that much sweet content.The answer is simple,actually love is virtual,it's because of the partners Love is getting enlightend but not on its own.Partners they mean alot for each other,they share alot each other,they trust one on one for the centuries,they dream of together even in the sad times,they want to depart from this world with a nice kiss and leaving all the memories on earth and start a new life in heaven.These are things which made Love to get so high.But there are people who miss their partner like hell.Who got ditched because of some filthy feelings,they just see an every minute hell,but it just depends on the way how they get back to their normal life.
These are the two sides of the coin regarding Love,now I am going to give my burnt feelings or hidden feelings regarding my friends.
First of all my very dear friend,Sahul.I bet you he is the best or one of best (ofcourse,I am the best of the best) guy in this present society.He respects his parents friends and totally one hot stud (ladies easy easy easy !).This idiota has/have feelings for a girl studying in his college.From the first day of his engineering life and till now,he never talked about anyother girl.In his 2nd year he wished her birthday wishes with a nice greeting and she was like thanks (but before that she knows sahul has feelings for her),she has messaged me on yahoo that she doesnt have feelings for sahul.Then I was like damn and moreover I was very busy with my Hyderabadi Lifestyle.Then recently I have messaged her again regarding sahul's feelings,she was like "no i dont have feelings on him,he is just like one of those dogs who ran back of me".The next moment itself my blood got out of my guts and made me rumble with anger.I had a big quarrel with sahul for that idiot using a bad mouth on my best friend,what the hell does she know anything about my friend.Shez totally a douchebag and I dont know where the f*ck she has got guts to use a bad mouth on me.But this guy was like,please dont use bad words on her,she is my love please respect her.I was seriously felt sorry for my friend who has got true feelings for her.I really asked myself,why this guy is destined to have feelings for this retard.Doesnt he get any other nice girl ? who really cares for him or who really loves him or atleast that retard can recognise my friends feelings for her.I really cant see the future but yet I wish him all the best,I have advised him an alternative "Kidnapping" method ;-),but sahul was like "then I can just marry her,but I cannot win her heart".
This line "winning a girl's heart" ,It has become the disturbing line for me during recent time,everyone was using the same word and it made really pissed off.
Next is my girlie girlie bobina,okay I did not use her name directly,because I dont want her by revealing her name out.Well this girl is really one persona of legendary pieces living on earth.I have loads of loads of respect on her when compared to her sister who was my friend,but really did not mean for the word friend and finally I ended up her in calling an useless douchebag.Every girl in this universe should learn a little from this bobina,really her fate played a big game with her,it has given her a big loss of her life by taking away all the things she needed at one time finally ending up her in big ocean of tears.I know the pain she has suffered,but she has always covered it with her million dollar smile.When she is in such crysis,a bastard who is 6 yeard elder than her got close to her and played some f*cked up pricks on this little angel and right now they both are in love.Really the only luckiest part about that guy he is not the place where I live or else he might had ended up his life in koffin saying "Rest in piece of shit".I really dont understand how come he has got the heart to see a girl who is 6 years younger than him with an eye of lust,did not he see his young sister in her ? or a cousin.When she was in that crysis,he actually should take care of her like a brother but not a lust providing service.I always used to feel very proud for getting a friend like bobina,I share alot of things with her,I used to think that the guy whose gonna be with her is really an intelligent,well mannered and well respected,moreover not an asshole.But when I came to hear the news about this asshole,it was really that day which made me to tear for 5 minutes.I was helpless when I heard that my little friend got punched out to that asshole's pricks.I was actually behaving very much different for 3 months with her,showed my irritation,irritated her alot,but she has never used a bad mouth on me,I know how much hype she can get when she is irritated,but she has never shown her anger on me.She always treated me more like a guardian or head for her,she always used to take my advise as the final advise,she has that much respect for me and even the same for me on her.I felt very bad for this thing to happen for her and really somethings cant be changed and right now they both are in deep love that no one can separate them.I respect her,but I cant respect him and their love,I am not like those persons who says friendship rocks and going back and talking cheap about their personals,I am pretty forward man,and I just tell it over their goddaman faces.Now bobina being my friend,after some days,damn sure,I will stop talking to her,because I cant act like that I have respect for her or her bf or her relation,I cant act and she is looking sick in my view,and I dont want her to be that,so finally one day I will stop talking to her,I think this is the best way to convey my regards and apologies
*Sweetu,if you're reading this I am really sorry for my badmouth,But I just cant hide my inner feelings.Yo yo dawg ;-)"
well well well well well well well well Now the next person we are going to talk is a LADY DYNAMITE.Aaahan ! where should I start ? well when you look at her,you cant take your eyes out of her bright eyes and her stupid idiotic hair.This girl came into my life from no where and at first the best impression on her was "Pefect Dumb".She used to negotiate on regarding indian girls and always she used to fail answering my questions.But yeah,the more I used to have a conversation,I have seen myself in her.I dont know how to express but,I wasnt good to her at any moment with her,I always wanted to be good or make her feel special,but this girl always her talks made me special.It's just like me chatting or talking to me on the phone.Till now I haven't seen any girl who has exactly the same kinda positive behaviour I have [not negative behaviour please].She is really one sweet girl I can say,she looks very tough outside,but shez totally scared about relations.She is one person who should not miss in your life if at all there's a chance to get her.Walking with her in my life will be a golden path,with loads of emotions,feelings we both exchanging and she is one passionate person who is always dedicated in doing things in the way they need to be done.She is like dedicated to live the perfect human life and even she was so dedicated to be the best indian dumb girl outthere.Well,I dont love her though and I dont have feelings on her,I am just expressin my happiness in how special she is from the other persons.But emotionally she is a very weak hearted person,who cant even dare to dream about a heart break.
Well we need to give an happy ending right,So for my blog,there's my old school friend who used to be a stinky girl in my opinion during school days but she has turned out to be a nice angel.And her code name is "Miss.Panda Pvc".The way she has selected her partner is really the best,her guy is from place away from her,they had a chat,they shared alot,they respected each other,more over they had trusted each other and finally Happily Ever after ! Pvc ji !!!!!! Happy wedding :-)
My blog may hurt someone but these are my words,which makes me to get departed from you but will be remembered.
Yours friendly,
hot cool sexy and rocking Aneesh C.
